I'M A VICTIM OF CYBERSPACE!

My heart is no longer thumping, but it still
does feel like a rock in my chest, and no it's
not medical. I am new at storing photos in
Picasa, so I was organizing albums, deleting
duplicates, etc. when I note came up saying
that some of the photos I deleted will be
removed from my BLOG!!! I raced with my
shaking fingers to my blog and images from
mine and Rexy's were not only gone, but
boxes with ugly red x's were left and all my
resolutions and settings were off. I felt sick.
I had sent out all these excited emails about
the proud new posts I had just done after
learning about my camera, learning to upload
pictures the way I wanted. Creating just the
right look I wanted and now my whole
computer was off, nothing was in proportion
any longer. The whole scheme of the blog
wrong. I was so upset that I couldn't even
cry. I HATED PICASA. They screwed not
only my blog, but my whole computer.
I had to resort to resetting my computer to
yesterday in order to get my look back. Plus
Rexy's Fetch post still needed a lot of work
to restore it. His header was gone and
needed to be reloaded and one of the side
images in his and my blog were gone.
I had to get it all fixed before anyone took
me up on my email and tried to look at it.
IT WAS LIKE INVITING PEOPLE OVER TO
A PARTY ONLY TO FIND THAT YOUR HOUSE
HAD BEEN RANSACKED BY SOMEONE YOU
HAD INVITED IN AND TRUSTED JUST WHEN
COMPANY WAS EXPECTED!


Even he knows the value and security of hard copy.
And he looks happy compared to me, but he's all
I've got that comes close to how I feel.
CHECKING ON A VISITOR SIGN IN THIS MORNING
I NOTICED THAT ONE OF MY BABY ALBUM IMAGES
WAS AGAIN MISSING. IT WAS THERE LAST NIGHT.
I AM GOING TO JUST GO AHEAD AND ADD IT TO
THE TOP AND HOPE FOR THE BEST.